생일족하  in advance to me =]

生日快到了 還蠻緊張的 呵呵

不是因為生日 而是還有其他的事要做

在那天 要把我的最愛正式介紹給媽媽 難免有點緊張.. 

雖然媽媽也見過之前的男朋友

但那時候跟他們交往的心態沒有那麼的認真

所以心情也沒甚麼受到影響

這次不同.. 這一次 我很緊張 也很擔心 

緊張的是 因為他那時候將會是第一次到我家

下一次又不知道是甚麼時候了 如果媽媽問起 我要怎麼回答

我的回答 她是否會滿意?

擔心的是 不知道媽媽會不會喜歡他 

如果她問起他住哪 他又該怎麼回答?.. 

算了 到時候直接說就是了 管他的

最近心情一直都不是很好.. 一直都有種不安的感覺

不知道是不是大姨媽害的 -_-

一直有爭吵.. 一直有不愉快.. 我沒有吃醋.. 只是很傷心.. 

我tag你照片 連like都不like下.. 但這不是like不like的問題..

你說你看過了 okay.. like一下當作是inform我

當我是存在的好不好? tag你了 卻又得不到當事人的回應

真的很像被ignore 很像被否定.. 這種感覺你懂不懂? 

好像我只存在在你的手機 卻不存在在你的fb.. 

任何人都不會想要有這種感覺.. 我相信你也不會要

 

你說過 不會再無故的很遲回復我的msg

如果是玩遊戲 拜託你說一下 我就不會亂想 也不會傻傻的等..

如果你是在忙 也麻煩你說一下 那我就不會一直煩你 不會一直sms你..

如果是電訊公司的問題 好好說 我會明白的 會瞭解的 不會怪你的.. 

我說過很多次了 也很累了.. 

會不會.. 是不是只有我還待在熱戀期? 

而你 習慣了 穩定了 就這樣了?

可能是我還不習慣吧?.. 需要多久 我不知道.. 

不是你給的安全感不夠.. 我一直都很信任你 一直都是.. 

唉 我不懂 真的不懂.. 我沒有責怪的意思 只是單純的不懂..

我認定你了 那你呢?.. 

我希望被你重視 有實際行動的那種.. 

不用被別人看見.. 有我知道就夠了.. 

남외 자존심을 상하게 하지말라

有時候 說的話很直接 會不小心傷害到別人的自尊心

有些人不明白 認為跟對方很熟絡很親密了 就不需要顧慮

其實不然 當一個人對自己的外形 樣貌 體型 穿著 剛剛有所改善而已

就因為你的一句話 一次批評 一個意見 一個你自以為的為你好

就打垮了對方才剛建立起來的自信心

你有看見對方在背後付出的努力嗎? 你有看到對方付出的時間還有力氣嗎?

如果沒有 請你閉嘴 靜候接下來你將會看到的成績

所有自以為的激勵 自以為的自以為 

拜託你收回

如果尋求改變 要求更完美的話 麻煩給別人一點時間

羅馬也不是一朝一夕建成的 要求了又不給時間?

拜託 不要無理取鬧好嗎? 洗洗睡吧

♥ our first trip

♥ this is our first time to meet each other and it's our first trip.
at first, it's kind of awkward when i just saw him..
i walk close to him and suddenly i poked his waist,
he look shocked and suddenly turn into shy and quickly
he walk by me and ask where is our room.
i was a lil bit shy and awkward, but then i thought of what he told me before this trip.
he said, "you better don't feel shy or paiseh, coz i will feel that way more than you."
haha, so i pretend to be calm and natural, just like everything is normal and ordinary.

♥ after we stepped into our room, arranged stuffs and etc,
we hugged each other for few minutes.
and i said, "finally..." then he said, "finally i can hug you in real.."
at that time.. i feel like im going to cry..
we've been through some things and finally we could meet up..
that kind of feeling is complicated..
more of happy, a lil bit of shy, awkward, and also the feel of craving to see each other..

♥ but babyy felt sick that few days.. i felt sorry to him because the weather is cold and our room is weird..
in this trip.. he gave me a big surprise.. a really big one.. and it's super touch..
i really wanted to say something but i was really shy!..
so i decided to tell here :')

♥ babyy.. thanks for giving me this surprise.. as you promised..
i can't believe you really did it and it do surprised me T_T
aww, i was so dumb.. it's because i'm dumb, that's why you can surprised me babyy :p
actually i saw a lighter beside your bed ad.. i wanted to ask but i forgot -_-
and once u stepped into our room and you asked,
"why our room so small one." and you said, "don't touch my things arr." times 2
lol, i was wondering why and this happened..
after that vivien ask me why wont i feel weird that u've gone for so long,
i answered, because he say he felt uncomfortable and i believed. -_-
because of i did not know of this surprise and i was like a little bit of angry and questioned him why he went for so long and why must he go to hotel's toilet just to oh-si.. hahaha
babyy, i really appreciate that.. thank you so much!
i love you so much.. i will never forget the moment you closed my eyes and slowly guided me to our room.
and once you take your hand off from my eyes.. i saw those things on the floor..
it was the prettiest scene that I've seen in my life.. :') muacks!
i love you with full of my heart and soul.. let's work hard together and the next time we meet..
i'm waiting for that day.. 

♥ and today... we have to say goodbye temporarily..
before he went into cable car, my heart went down for a few secs
and finally i manage to adjust my mood back again..
i know we'd meet each other again.. and i know it wouldn't take too long..

♥ babyy.. thanks for the memory during the trip..
i'd miss the time that i could hold your hands, kiss your cheeks, bite your lips..
the time that i've spent with you these days.. 
i really love you, more than i can thought of :')

♥ xoxo *:

♥ pathetic psycho

♥ hmm.. i heard that it's a group assignment right?
seems like u put "MANY" efforts worr.
they done many parts marr right?
why u never go and help them? since u got rich senses of justice
you're the only one who kpkb in that group.
jobs given and if you got any question just talk while meeting time laa
what for back-stabbing your so called GROUP MEMBERS?
like you only have blog worr. 


♥ since you felt that our GROUP MEMBERS done so less things
why not tell them when they're having meeting?
complaint infront of them laa o.o
like posting in blogs they'll see like that
not only somebody complaint about your personality eh
almost seniors too, u've been blacklisted aight?
the most beh-kih person ever in han chiang.
i bet you'd feel great too! no one had ever create this kind of reputation before.
you're the first one, congratz :)


♥ next time, if you have any questions or what
talk infront of me, infront of us :)
acting like a back-stabber ain't cool yo
ohh yea, ermm..
not only you got blog, and what's wrong with your grammars? HAHA
lmao, speak chinese laa broadcast student.
go back to your chinese class and shut the hell up.
no more rumour around me, any other status or what
you're gonna pay back for those shits :)


♥ and your prince syndrome is kinda serious eh
wanna meet some psychiatrist? i could intro you some experts :)
pity your gf damn much, why? you treat her like slave.
even small argue you also need to post on fb and tell the whole world.
what a pity... 
have a good looking face doesn't mean that you have a good brain though.
guess you never grow brain or ate by zombie ad huh.


♥ i can't imagine someone rather lose a friend than won a so called "DEBATE"
lmao. okay we'll stop at here, remember
if you wanna criticize someone, please tag their name on your status yea :)
just like what you said.
hopefully you could do just like what you speak out.


♥ recover soon, that's it :)

♥ :)

♥ this is the post that i just promise.. hehe :)

kinda disappointed because u can't talk to me tonight..

don't know whether i sleep already or not when u're home..

♥ seriously i miss you a lot ! aww :[

felt uncomfortable today too.. but don't know why :/

maybe i'll sleep early tonight..

♥ remember the first day we met each other? haha

i mentioned about the language that you know is unique

haha, arabic and all that..

♥ both of us talked many things tru inbox. feels great

and you're cute :) for me <3 

the more i know you, that kind of feel is growing stronger

♥ i just found that your religious views is ultraman ?!!?

lmao.. hahaha :x 

♥ just wanted to know you more :)

haiih, feel uncomfortable.. going to bed very soon..

♥ goodnight my lwl~ :)

imy x 3 ♥