♥ our first trip

♥ this is our first time to meet each other and it's our first trip.
at first, it's kind of awkward when i just saw him..
i walk close to him and suddenly i poked his waist,
he look shocked and suddenly turn into shy and quickly
he walk by me and ask where is our room.
i was a lil bit shy and awkward, but then i thought of what he told me before this trip.
he said, "you better don't feel shy or paiseh, coz i will feel that way more than you."
haha, so i pretend to be calm and natural, just like everything is normal and ordinary.

♥ after we stepped into our room, arranged stuffs and etc,
we hugged each other for few minutes.
and i said, "finally..." then he said, "finally i can hug you in real.."
at that time.. i feel like im going to cry..
we've been through some things and finally we could meet up..
that kind of feeling is complicated..
more of happy, a lil bit of shy, awkward, and also the feel of craving to see each other..

♥ but babyy felt sick that few days.. i felt sorry to him because the weather is cold and our room is weird..
in this trip.. he gave me a big surprise.. a really big one.. and it's super touch..
i really wanted to say something but i was really shy!..
so i decided to tell here :')

♥ babyy.. thanks for giving me this surprise.. as you promised..
i can't believe you really did it and it do surprised me T_T
aww, i was so dumb.. it's because i'm dumb, that's why you can surprised me babyy :p
actually i saw a lighter beside your bed ad.. i wanted to ask but i forgot -_-
and once u stepped into our room and you asked,
"why our room so small one." and you said, "don't touch my things arr." times 2
lol, i was wondering why and this happened..
after that vivien ask me why wont i feel weird that u've gone for so long,
i answered, because he say he felt uncomfortable and i believed. -_-
because of i did not know of this surprise and i was like a little bit of angry and questioned him why he went for so long and why must he go to hotel's toilet just to oh-si.. hahaha
babyy, i really appreciate that.. thank you so much!
i love you so much.. i will never forget the moment you closed my eyes and slowly guided me to our room.
and once you take your hand off from my eyes.. i saw those things on the floor..
it was the prettiest scene that I've seen in my life.. :') muacks!
i love you with full of my heart and soul.. let's work hard together and the next time we meet..
i'm waiting for that day.. 

♥ and today... we have to say goodbye temporarily..
before he went into cable car, my heart went down for a few secs
and finally i manage to adjust my mood back again..
i know we'd meet each other again.. and i know it wouldn't take too long..

♥ babyy.. thanks for the memory during the trip..
i'd miss the time that i could hold your hands, kiss your cheeks, bite your lips..
the time that i've spent with you these days.. 
i really love you, more than i can thought of :')

♥ xoxo *: